Set me free

Like a frail leaf
My heart flutters
With past pains and present agony
I am lost somewhere
and not found back till now.
Maybe its poetic
or one may think I am exaggerating,
but no and never I never
do exaggerate things.
As my dreams of youth are
silken and soft,
woven with love and heart
were stamped upon and dead
by beastly heartless fate.
I have given up exaggerating
and my exuberant feelings have died.
I have no sympathy or love left
I dont even have morality
I am not sure if my soul is okay
I dont know when I will be free
But I am sure, I will never go to the promised Heaven
Earth is gloomy, Heaven is faraway
Oh! Where will I go then?
I am in despair for a shelter
and a supporter whom I can lean on
I need a confidante
with whom I want to share
the secret pains and wounds
I have hidden all these days.
I need a faithful guide,
who will never leave me in darkness
or in an unknown land
and guide my paths in peace
and hold me when I slip.
I spent the days of my youth in constant
sighing and crying.
Many a sleepless nights I spent,
with night mares having no definite end.
Pillows wake me in the midnight,
misty thoughts hold me tight,
Lost in pain, may be forever,
I saw solace in everything I see,
Still I am waiting alone for somebody
to unlock the happy cage and
SET ME FREE.......